Soooo i got my nose pierced. and its awesome

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Some of the most amazing people have been put in my life . And here they are...

First , my mom. She could quite possibly be the most amazing woman on this earth . She is so caring , nice , fun , trustworthy , and strong. I love her with all that i am . Without her , i wouldnt be 1/2 of what i am right now . Shoot , i wouldnt even be alive =) thanks for my life mom. haha ! But besides that fact , i would do anything for her , just like she would do anything for us . The changes and adjustments she's had to make in the last year , you would think was a piece of cake the way she did them with just grace and patience. She is first on my list for a reason . She is my everything , not only the only parent i have , but one of the greatest friends i'll ever have . We have way to many good times , DENNY CRANE! I love you mom .

Second . This may sound like im lying cause this person you wouldnt think would be on my list at all =) but this person is my brother . As frustrating as he is , he is one of the coolest guys i've met . Despite the fights we have and though we dont get along most of the time , i love him . He's my brother , my blood. I wouldnt change one thing about him at all . As we grow up we'll get along better , hopefully. He has made me a better person , a more .. .patient person if you will =)

Third - My grandpa. It only takes one time meeting him to know why he's on this list. He is one of the smartest , intelligent, loving , fun grandpa's/men around . All his accomplishments in life are incredible .I look up to him greatly . The sacrifices he's made for my family are some of the greatest. Dropping his head position as GS of the wesleyan denomination ( basically the pope of the catholic church) to move back to ohio to be with us after the death of my dad , and taking a smaller position as a principal. That just shows that he puts us before himself , without a second thought.

Fourth is my grandma. Ha , oh if you could meet my grandma. She's talented, the best cook , absolutely a blast to be with , and a great listener. She is an angel . and without her , i wouldnt have my amazing mother and aunt. I love her more than anything. I am truely blessed and spoiled to even have her . She's made growing up and being a kid a fun and easy process . And as she says she wants to put a book on all of ours heads so we dont grow up .Well i'd let her , but as an adult , i'll still get her good cookin.

Fifth- Amy . Oh goodness . If you are ever in a bad mood , you won't be in one anymore leaving her house , or just being with her . Her personality is unique . She is very smart, but incredibly fun at the same time. Within the last year, she has been someone i look up to greatly . Having been through some similar expiriences you know you can talk to her . I love love love her . Except when she steals my clothes and gives them back a year later. But that makes her who shes is . A theif. just kidding . She is my mom's best friend . She is my lovely aunt. And i love her

Sixth - would be my girls . Courtney and Katelyn . Having good friends is one of the most important things in life . We've been there for eachother through thick and thin. They are a part of me. We laugh , we cry , we hit, we kick . Just kidding. I love them . And the greatest thing , is knowing they love me back . I am blessed

Seventh on my list would have to be my boyfriend. I've only been dating him for a month and some days , but i dont think i have ever been this content with someone. Esp coming out of a bad few months , i didnt really think there was any hope for a decent guy around these parts , but low and behold, i found one ... and Just a few lockers down from mine. =) He has truely been there for me through some rough times, he's someone i can talk to , or not say anything at all , and i feel better.I have the best time when i'm with him.  I would do anything for this kid . Theres noway i'm letting him go . He's stuck with me .

There are many more amazing people in my life . If you are not on my list , it doesnt mean you dont mean the world to me . These are just the first hand people who have changed my life in some way. I am beyond grateful for all of you .

Blessed. Thats what i am

So a miracle was preformed today .
My momc came home, and the bird nest that was out on our porch in our wreath had fallen . Four baby birds were was looked like to be dead on the ground . They werent breathing , nor were they moving . My mom started crying .. so we took them inside and she mad a little coffin for them ( wierd i know ) jk jk . so we left them there for a while diciding on what to do with them .. then all the sudden they started moving and breathing . We ran out and put them back in their nest hoping the mother would come back . And she did . They are safe and alive . Miracle workers ? i think so

 awwww

One year....

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen"
and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away

Chorus:
I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God
Who gives and takes away

Chorus

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth

Soooo mnay things going on

Prom is today i guess since its like 1 in the morning .... and i am stoked to say the least ,
and dad , i seriousssly wish you could meet this kid =) He makes me smile so much my face hurts .

Speaking of my dad , its coming up on a year, May 7th . Time FLEW . that day .. is gonna be one, horrible day that i will NOT be looking foward to, its all i can do already not to replay everything that happened that day . BUUUT i love you dad and not a DAY goes by that i dont think of you . Sometimes i even think of you like your still here , like i wanna run up and give you a big giant hug , like i always did , and you make a noise like all the air just got knocked outta you by a monsterous semi . Wow . I guess one day i'll be able to do that again . But until then , it just plain sucks not being able to talk to you or see you or hear you . I'm pretty sure i would give anything to have just ONE normal day back where all four of us were around the dinner table , or where you would hog the tv when my show was on , or when you'd make fun of what i was wearing . just one . And the one thing that kills me , is when i feel all the pain that im feeling and how aweful it is , it is NOTHING compared to what u felt ,and that tears me up .